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Forgiveness!
- Nov 13, 2009 at 8:44 AM
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I guess because it is getting close to holidays that I am feeling this way. You see my son Paul did something horrendous to my daughter back in 2005, and it came to light in 2007. To make a long story short he molested my daughter (his sister). He admitted to doing this and now is in prison for 15 years. I have forgiven him but can never forget..He is my son and I love him. He is bi-polar that being said it is not an excuse but that is one reason that he did what he did...What is bothering me now is that he will be in his thirties when he gets out of prison..I don't know I am just feeling down I guess because of the holidays coming up..Sometimes I hate him for what he did to her..and other times I blame myself for not seeing what was going on..On top of this my daughter loves her brother still even after everything...My husband and I have visited him once in prison and honestly he is very comfortable there...which is a scary thing also...I just feel so lost sometimes and miss him so much..I love him he is my son...
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How terrible for your daughter. I do hope the councelors do a good job helping her.
- Cenedra64
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