i hate her dad

[momadee216]

Nov 13, 2009

So i hate both my dd dads today. my anger is full filling me. i know i should let it go,, but for some reason i just cant. its not like its something new. so not sure why its enragein me today. just cant shake the feeling. it hurt and pain and sorrow, rage and saddness taking over me. why are they so pathtic, why cant they be good dads. my oldest is so pretty, and smart, and fun loving. how could you not love her from the start everyone does. but her dumb jerk father. my lil one is not even here and her dad is a jack a@# to her. how to you hate or mistreat a unborn baby. must be something only fathers can do. i need to get in a better mood b4 my son and oldest get home from school.