Day 13, officially ADHD

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 Day 13 really hasn't provent to be any easier than the rest that have gone by. Mom keeps saying it will get easier, but she was married to my dad, and apparently he wasn't her sole mate considering they didn't last over 16 years. I love her and I appreciate her words of wisdom and encouagement, I know that I'll get through it, but it's not getting easier and I don't think it will. I miss him more as each day goes by. More and more and more and more. It goes on and on but I'll spare anyone reading.

The good thing about today is that Joshua went to the behavioral psychologists for the first time, and it's official, he has ADHD. Not that we didn't know that, but it's nice to hear it come from a doctors mouth. I don't know how, but it makes me feel a little better. He goes back monday to see a psychiatrist for meds. I know that's not the route most people would take, but weighing everything (especially the fact that he has a younger brother who watches and tries to emulate -everything- but has no signs of ADHD) we feel like it's the best thing to do. His dad had ADHD and has said multiple times that he wishes, and he knows it would have been easier on him, had he been put on medication sooner.

So I feel a little better about that deal. I just miss my sweetheart..