hate life...(vent)

[SThompson21]

Let me just say, I really hate my life right now....  There is so much stress and BS, I don;t even know what way is up anymore... Let me begin with my husbands job. His boss is a complete asshole! Theywant him to work 40+ hrs and bend over backwards, but cut his salary 10,000. That is 600.00 a month! And in turn this boss talks about how much money they just spent at costco. I can't even afford bread and peanut butter right now. Mycupboards are EMPTY!!! I actually have an appt at the food bank tomorrow. Tha's how broke we are!

Then, my wonderful daughter has a bruise on her shin. She went to school and said that her dad did it! WTF!!!!!! So, now I am waiting on child protective services to come. I am a f-ing mess right now. I did call her teacher to see what se did say. I mean, she's 4. Ugh.. I told her that if they think she is abused, that they will take her and her brother and sister away. They will live with strangers! I am in awe that she did this!

Last is, My husband found a lump in his testicle. Cancer? Who knows. He can't even get off work without them hanging his job over his head. What is he supposed to do??? I just can't stand it! Life really SUCKS! I jus hate it right now! I don't evn care what happens anymore! Holidays? F-it! There's no money for anything... I want to just crawl up in a hole and die. Nobody would miss us! Well, except the bill collectors.

[SThompson21]

Nov. 16, 2009 at 9:22 PM

im sorry you have to deal with all this right now. you are not alone though...things have been really tough with us too. as for your husbands job, keep the appointment at the food bank. make a foodstamp appt. if you havent already. i wish i could give more and better advice on that subject but with the economy so tough you dont need me to tell you to tell them to take their job and shove it... :D

as for your daughter, i would most definately make her aware of the severity of what she did. kids say things that they dont see the harm in but those words can have horrible consequences. you already know that they will come out and make sure that all is well and then when they find nothing, they will go away. they have to make sure the kids are safe (im not saying yours are unsafe) and then it will be over hopefully. explain to them how your daughter got the bruise. kids will be kids-they get bruises. its part of growing up so im sure they wont make a big deal about it unless your kids are not taken care of or are covered in bruises-again im not saying that your kids are any of those things.

as for your husband and his lump-has he told his boss about it and told him why he needed to be seen. if so and the guy still hasnt given him time off, then it sounds like this guy needs a serious reality check. i would make an appointment and then tell the boss that he has an appointment on whatever day at whatever time...i would hope the boss wouldnt make him cancel the appointment.

as for the upcoming holidays-check with the foodbank and see if there are any organizations that can help. for example-we have a local angel tree ministry that helps families that cant afford christmas presents, etc. i know when i was little (we grew up very poor) we recieved a turkey and presents from a local church. check around and see if there are any places like that who can help you. you would most def. be missed by more than bill collectors but i understand what you mean. if you ever need someone to talk to or maybe some help finding places to help you during the holidays, please feel free to send me a message and i will help you as much as i can. im sorry i didnt have any wise words or brilliant ideas to help you-i really wish we could have had an "aha!" moment and everything fell into place and worked out (lol).

dang it! where is my EASY button!  lol  :) cheer up honey! i will help you as much as i can  :D