MommyTurtle1985's Journal

Just General thoughts.

 

 I sprained my ankle, not even sure how i did it. I dont have the ability to just sit and let it heal, im constantly having to go up and down the stairs, take my son to school, grocery shop, etc......I have body aches, i get headaches every day, Im very irritable in the morning and around 4pm in the evening because i know that its getting closer to bed time, ( 7- 7:30).   My daughter has been waking up at 5 am every morning and is impossible to get her to go back to sleep, i just get her bathed and breakfast and start the day. I don't mind getting up earlier if i could go to bed earlier to make up the difference. But that's not possible either. cleaning never ends

  Im trying to find a SMALL banquet hall for a few neighbors and our family to have a holiday party because the piece of shit management we rent from doesn't have a community room or anything like that.  The best place so far is a hotel and the room is $325 for 6 hours. That insane!  Im getting a new windsheild  on Friday of next week because mine sucks. 

 Everything seems to be going wrong. When does it just slow down alittle bit? OH i need to rest. Im gonna explode, AND i put like 2 other posts in this forum and nobody even looked at them! thanks for the support, even a comment would be nice. Today is this thing and Andrew's school where we make food and sit around with the other parents and kids and talk about why we made our dish, yes i really really dont feel like it because i dont care. Im going of of course and i"ll be pleasant but I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE IT. Its sounds mean but when is my break?? I mean when??? My daughter is a princess and she's mean to me and my son has more estrogen than all the women that live on this street. He's afraid of water, and he crys at almost anything, he's four, yes four. IM so tired. I wouldn't sound so mean if i could take a damn day off, this weekend doesn't count because we have four cats and a turtle who need tending too constantly. I love our pets and our family im only overwhelmed because im walking around on a sprained ankle and its freaking purple now.  

Im losing the motivation to shower eveyday, ( i dont stink) andi bearly eat anymore because im just not hungry. 

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MSuga...
Nov. 20, 2009 at 8:22 AM

I hope this weekend you get some time to have some fun, you sound like you need it !

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brend...
Nov. 20, 2009 at 9:27 AM

I know just how you feel when it comes to having no break.Being a SAHM is the hardest job in the world.It sounds like you REALLY need a break.I would talk to your hubby and get to where you can just have some "me time".Even if its 20 or 30 minutes,any thing will help.I understand it gets stressful,i have been there plenty!Just take a deep breath, and if your little girl naps any,just lay down and rest while she does.House cleaning can always wait.

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