Between a rock, and a Hard place

[Islandmamita]

so i found a job like 3 months ago and i had to quit because i got in an car accident and we are down to one car again. the kids school schedule and his work schedule is too hard to share a car.

now i have been looking and applying everywhere. i was getting pretty sad, even though i know the economy is bad and it's not me. i guess i didn't really pick a good time to go backto work.

well just in the nick of time, the deadline for me to turn in the packet for a security job was a few days away. i almost chikened out ...you know doubting myself. but i went through with it and i made it through!!!!!..........  training starts next month. i really couldn't share my good news, because i shouldn't work (by dh standrards). so i celebrated to myself (planning to tell him later), and while enjoying my little glow.... i was told that my m.i.l. needed $900 to pay the rent. but it's coming from our other bills. and we found out that the rent is already 2months behind. wtf! so i'm stressed we are already behind in the car payment and the light. this is like what the hell i been stressing to him for soo long. he just doesn't get why i need to work. yes he does make good $  but we are so behind that we can't even benefit from the overtime he's putting in. i haven't even told mr. i can fix it all by myself yet about the job i got. and he's going to get mad at me for getting one. IDK!!!