SO left me...

[Jnc91]

I have been with my bf for 2 1/2 years and we have a 1 1/2 year old son. He broke up with me a few days ago. He says we are just too different and we always argue. I guess i know it is for the best, maybe. I dont know. Im just really sad and I feel empty. He says he still cares about me but that makes it worse. I still love him and I dont know what to do without him. I am constantly on the brink of tears. I want him to be happy but I wish he was happy with me. I cant stand the thought of him with other girls. I am an emotional wreck. I try to be strong but as soon as I am alone I burst into tears. I still love him but it is obviously pointless to do so. It just creates more hurt. He was my first and only love. we used to talk about the future, getting a house, having more kids, getting married... not in that order. but now my world is suddenly so screwed up. My ds is now likely going to be an only child, at least from me. im afraid i will never get over my ex. i would rather be alone for the rest of my life than love someone else. I just feel so sad its hard to function. Sorry about the depressing journal... i just needed somewhere to let it out. 

[awelling]

Nov. 23, 2009 at 10:43 AM

I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time.  Maybe time will heal what is wrong in your relationship, it happened to me, and we did end up getting back together and married.  If not, you will someday get over him and find someone else.  I hope you feel better, good luck to you and your son.

[wilesmomma]

Nov. 23, 2009 at 11:02 AM

I'm sorry you're going through this pain. I know love can suck. It will hurt for a while. But time will help heal your heart. Good luck to you and your DS.

[MakkarMom]

Nov. 23, 2009 at 11:40 AM

I am so sorry for what you are going through.  It is important that you understand that there is a light at the end of this tunnel.  How soon you get to that light depends on what you do from here.  It is okay to cry but just dont stay down there too long.  Maybe God has another blessing for you and need to close this door to open another one...  Be blessed and take all the hurt you are feeling and turn it into love for your son and focus on that...he will help you make it through this.  I will be praying for you.  It wont happen overnight, but healing will take place and joy comes in the morning...peace and love

[WhiteTigerLily]

Nov. 23, 2009 at 8:00 PM

I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I coud say that would make you feel better...... hugs momma.

[mountainmama69]

Nov. 23, 2009 at 8:21 PM

I am sorry to hear that you are hurting from love. This too shall pass.

blessings

[kroshka]

Nov. 23, 2009 at 11:17 PM

i am very sorry you are going through this. please at least try to stay positive. everything works out. this will also.

[SpiritedTigress]

Nov. 24, 2009 at 6:54 PM

Oh honey, I'm sorry.. Im so sorry. I cant imagine how you must feel.
I know something that may help. Do you like to read? Message me if you're interested.

*Hugs*

[JoyandLove]

Nov. 30, 2009 at 10:34 AM

Joy is coming in the morning. THis too shall pass:)