Still In Shock

[WhiteTigerLily]

 So Tuesday I got the surprise of a lifetime! Went in for a colonoscopy, just to be told they couldn't do it cause the pregnancy test they gave me was POSITIVE!!

 So I am now going to be a mom of 3. Supposing I am not having multiples LOL

 I am just in shock. My other 2 kids were planned. I had time to get used to the idea they would be coming, prepared for the pregnancy and so on. This time.... well I am just shocked. I am having a bit of difficulty grasping the reality of this all.I keep looking at that test they gave me, and the lines aren't changing. It is finally sinking in a little that I am going to have another baby.

 Some people think I am not happy about this. It's not that I just never thought, me of all people would have a "surprise" baby. In a way I feel like I failed myself, cause I let this happen. It has nothing to do with how I feel about this baby.

 I wanted 3 kids, but I would have waited til my DD was at least 2 before trying for a 3rd. Well I guess someone has different plans for me. This was meant to be I know, just hard to grasp at the moment. I think an US next Thursday will be just what I need to bring this to true reality, since I still feel like I'm dreaming.

 WOW. 3 kids =) there was a time I thought god would never bless me with even one...... and now I have been blessed with 3  JUST AMAZING =)

[dottief13]

Nov. 27, 2009 at 1:37 AM

congrats...how awesome...

i found out another one of my friends is pregant also ~~!!!

it's a day of THANkSGIVING !!!

[MSugarKane]

Nov. 27, 2009 at 7:17 AM

wow!  Congratulations!

[emslala]

Nov. 27, 2009 at 11:03 PM

Congratulations!!