Hopeful Belief

[scarrymama]

     What do you do when the hope and belief that things will be better one day, just isn't good enough??? How do you keep holding on? I believe, I believe, I believe...but there are honestly days when believing just doesn't cut it anymore. I'm so empty and broken, so weary that I can hardly move.  I'm tired of believing out of faith...I want to believe by sight! By touch! By smell and taste...I want to live my belief!!! So what do I do? Do I give up hope? Do I stop believing? I said that hope is no longer good enough...do I really mean it?......hmmm..... I don't know how I can keep on living this way but without HOPE I have NOTHING. So my back is against the wall and I have no where to go, what do I do? I'm gonna fight! I'm gonna fight to keep my head in the game. I'm gonna fight whoever, wherever, whenever, I'm not giving up! There are days when I want to give up, whole weeks in fact...but I will not do it. For whatever reason, God has seen to it that I have survived when others have not. How can I give up, when I have the gift of life pulsing inside of me?  Every breath is such a sweet gift...God, give me the strength to never give up hope even in the midst of hopelessness, and to keep believing even when it's the hardest thing to do. AMEN.
 
 

[daye62]

Nov. 30, 2009 at 5:43 PM

I feel your pain,but even in the midst of it I feel your indomitable spirit.I have faced similar issues,and this is what I now believe: if you say you believe then action that's in line with that belief must follow.I don't know the specifics of your situation,but if you honestly to the best of your ability can line up all of your actions with your beliefs then you will see miracles start to occur.They don't have to be huge,sweeping action,but if you do everything you do with an eye for the goal then you will be all right.Your will be living what you believe to be your destiny.This is a difficult concept to put into words but I hope you get the spirit of my message.Great things are possible;I've seen it in my own life.You can message me if you'd like to talk specifics.God bless and keep you.