Hey ladies, I am very frusturated today, As in my last journal entry, I am at the end of the line with my so, Anyways he leaves in 15 days, and It is my choice as to weather or not he comes back. i am leaning towards the fact that he and i are finished. And this to me is scarey and sad. I am not good at being alone. And i know this is whats best for me and for my daughter. And what kills me is that, his family wont help him, if he and i are over, he has no where to go, and what kind of a person would that make me, if i threw him out in minus 35 weather? Why is it my responsibility, im not his mother, nor his father, nor his family. I dont know what to do! I feel like i am this monster. I know i complain a lot about him, but some days he is so great. But that gives him no excuse. am i to stay in this miserable place because he has no place to go, no family?
Anyways THanks ladies