Pregnancy Blues

[Momma_E2010]

I know pregnancy is supposed to be a beautiful experience & it lasts for 9 months, but it seems like it's taking longer than I expected...IDK This pregnancy has seriously taken a toll on me physically, mentally, & emotionally. Im 34w & im so ready for my son to come...to see what he looks like, WHO he looks like, what his personality will be, how will he be when he gets older, etc.

Im just very irritable & anxious at this point. I feel like im not getting any support from anywhere. Yea DF helps as much as possible, sometimes a lil over & beyond which enlightens me. Friends were all excited when I 1st broke the news, but now they're nowhere to be found. They say they'll babysit & everything...that isnt enough. I need more than you just buying an outfit or a bottle here & there. Check up on me from time to time...see how Im doing, how I feel. I know you got your agenda & all, but if Im your "so-called" BFF you would go over & beyond as well even though ya'll arent mothers but try to give me some kind of encouragement during this time. Same goes w/family

I feel trapped...feels like everything I do or eat has to be controlled. Im just ready to get back to "ME"....I know when the child does actually come I have to cut out certain things I used to such as the going out & socializing, etc. But @ the same I just want to have my old self again although & foremost my baby will be my #1 priority. 

IDK...just seems like that now time's almost here, it's going by slower & slower. I know when he actually DOES get here, I would want it to be completely reversed.