my dreams

[amandalou912]

Ever just sit down and look at your life before your husband and kids and think, wow not what i had planned..................................... But it's better, i am truly amazed at how my changed when i met Ace, i never wanted kids or even get married, You know 12 years and i still get butter flies, weird, he said, "After all these years you still drive me crazy". I love it. I am totally spoiled, i get want i want but i don't abuse it, i wanted a new house and almost had him convinced, then i sat down with my self and thought, why? Fix this old house up it has potential, allot of dirt but it is ours no PAYMENT, So i kinda backed off the whole new house thing, even though i really want one, so we are working on making this 300+ old farm house a home, with less dirt and cold drafts, believe me i have my oven on in the kitchen cause it is freezing in there. but after my office is built, cause i needed one with my new business i started, we are starting on the kitchen, Praise the LORD.  I also wanted to work from home and look i am, i work when i want how i want where, i am usually in my jamas with the baby on my lap, (she stinks right now, yuck) i love it and i am glad that a friend of mine hooked me up with it, i was paid for the first time, i am so excited, i got a separate checking acct. just for this, it's our money, but it is separate, he understands. well i close for now to go change stinky butt, yes we are working on the whole potty thing, take care!