In time like this............

[mysa]

               ...............is when....... the most!!!!
It's supposed to be time for hugs, love and jollier than ever before.
Time when I am supposed to go out and get new, cool and educational toys/games for you my miracle baby.
Time to get together and decorate, make a wishlist, plan for meals and much more.
I do not know if that "time" will ever come. Another year pass by and my arms still ache for your warm and presence. My heart is dry and lonely, can't cry much more. Can't do it anymore....
So much preparation, anticipation and planning for "that day"....!??!

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