Christmas=bittersweet w/out grandma

[tonisalex]

Grandma you have been gone just less then three months and it still hurts like it did when I got that phone call. Then is just and bad and stings just as much. I know that the Christmas season was your favorite time of year and that you want us to go on with our normal things this time of year. But I am finding it very hard to do. I know that I am suppose to be up and happy, making the best of it., if not for me then for my kids. But grandma, I am finding it really hard to go on with today and tomorrow. I just wish you where here, just to hear your voice one more time. I miss you so much, I just don't know how to go on. Please send me some type of hope, a sign something that I am doing what I am suppose to be doing. I miss you, RIP Grandma.

[NightPhoenix]

Dec. 24, 2009 at 12:40 PM

I totally understand this. I lost my grandmother this year in June. It is really hard during holidays.