Baby number two

[bekmae]

I found out today that I am pregnant again. I am so excited and scared at the same time. Do i have what it takes to be a mom of two kids? will i survive this? do i really want this, too late now though huh. then i think, yes i really do want this.

i am scared of going through a miscarriage again. that was the worst. i know that i will be okay if it happens again ut it take while to get over that. anyone who reads this, if you pray please pray for me. and even if you don't please pray for me, giggle.

my husband and i will wait again till delievery to see if it is a boy or girl. i hope Rosmary adjusts okay to having a sibling. she will be about a year and a half by the time the baby comes. i got to the doctors tomorrow to find out the due date.

wow i can't believe i get to do this over again. i live in a new state now so i have to find the hospital and restudy about pregnancy. really i just did this and i feel like i forgot everything already in the business that my life is running around after a 8 month old daughter who has decided to start pulling herself up on everything and falling down with great big thumps.

well Rosie just woke up and needs her lunch. xoxoxoxoxoxo Bekah

 

[heidi_val]

Jan. 19, 2010 at 2:13 PM OMG!!!!CONGRATS!!! I'M SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!!! Don't think about miscarriage, you'll drive yourself crazy..and if I can handle 2, I know you can!!!!! I'll definately say a prayer for you...You just made my day! ((((Hugs)))