I'M FIXING TO LOSE MY MOM....

[okc-mom-2]

I'M FIXING TO LOSE MY MOM WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? I KNEW THIS DAY WAS COMING AND I THOUGHT I WAS PREPARED FOR IT, BUT I'M NOT. THE HOSPICE IS CALLING THE PRISON WHERE MY OLDEST BROTHER IS TO SEE IF THEY WILL BRING HIM DOWN TO SAY HIS GOOD BYES TO HER. MY 2 KIDS ARE TAKING IT REALLY BAD. MY KIDS LIVED WITH HER MOST OF THERE LIVES. MY DS 15 HAS BEEN DOING GOOD BY STAYING AWAY FROM SMOKING WEED AND THEN LAST NIGHT HE GOT HIGH. MY DD 13 SHE IS JUST NOT TALKING TO ANYONE SHE WAS UP ALL NIGHT AND DIDN'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TODAY, BUT I MADE HER. ME I'M JUST LOSING MY MIND. I'M 34 AND I STILL NEED MY MOTHER. I DONT WANT HER TO BE IN PAIN AND SUFFER LIKE SHE HAS BEEN THIS PAST YEAR. I JUST WANT HER TO BE HERE SO I CAN SEE HER AND TALK TO HER. I LOVE MY MOTHER SOOO MUCH AND I JUST RELIZED THAT THESE PAST FEW MONTHS. NOW THAT WE HAVE GOTTEN CLOSER LIKE I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED. NOW GOD IS GOING TO TAKE HER FROM ME AND MY KIDS. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO. HOW AM I GOING TO HELP MY KIDS THROUGH THIS. I JUST PRAY THAT GOD WILL BE WITH HER AND HELP HER GO IN PEACE AND NOT TO BE SCARED TO LEAVE US KIDS AND HER GRANDKIDS, AND THAT GOD WILL HELP MY WHOLE FAMILY GET THROUGH THIS HARD TIME IN OUR LIFES WITH OUT FIGHTING WITH EACH OTHER AND PULL TOGETHER AND HELP EACH OTHER WITH LOVE.

[mouse1085]

Jan. 20, 2010 at 12:53 PM

i lost my mom about 7 yrs ago.  It is one of the hardest things to do, except i suppose losing a child.  There are no rules on how to behave during this time, talk alot, cry alot and just be present.  Time is something you can give and you will most certainly regret it if you don't.  God bless you and your family through this difficult time

[coveredlady]

Jan. 20, 2010 at 1:02 PM

 Dear Lord, I ask that you be with this family, I don't know them but you do and they need comfort that only you can give. As we all know that each of us have to take this journey someday somehow Lord let this be the start of new beginnings and having a closer walk with you. At a time like this Lord it hurts so very much and it seems hard to go on but with your touch and power and the strength and courage you give that they will be comforted. Let your peace flow over this family right now. Help the children Lord to open up and not turn to things that give false hope and let them find away to heal any hurts and gain comfort from each other. In the name of Jesus I pray .Amen

[Luv2Hope119]

Jan. 20, 2010 at 1:03 PM

I pray that God will give you all peace and comfort during this very hard time.  I can't imagine losing my mom.  I am so sorry you are having to go through this.  It doesn't really seem fair, but God knows what is best for all of us.  I just really hope and pray that you and your family will turn to God during this time.  Do you guys atttend church anywhere?  I noticed you live near me.  I live in Harrah and attend Choctaw Road Baptist Church and they are offering a great program right now called Celebrate Recovery that may help you all to deal with it better.  Let me know if I can do anything for you. God bless!

[MSugarKane]

Jan. 20, 2010 at 2:02 PM

I lost my mom 2 years ago.  I was 52 then. Your very, very young to lose a parent.  Your role as the maternal leader in your family is going to shift to you at a very early age.   But God doesn't give us what we can't handle. I am sorry to hear your mom is so sick.  God bless you and your family.