Split

[mommyonetheedge]

Well, about time I made a note here.  January 14th - my husband left the house (and the country).  We are officially split.  Thank goodness!  I don't know if I could have handled it for much longer.  I felt like I was having a heart attack almost every day.  The anxiety was so bad I couldn't believe it. 

Things are rough financially now, but mentally I am so much better!!!!!!!!  I hate it that my girls are going to have to go through this - but I can't live with them seeing their mother in a constant state of sadness.  There was really no winning senario here - but I chose the lesser of the evils I think.  I hope I'm right.

He's indicated to me that he won't give me a divorce.  Of course, he's too stupid to realize I can have one whether he signs a paper or not.  It just might take longer.  I'm hoping he will change his mind and not drag things out for me.  If I'm lucky.

Bottom line - I'm feeling better, my children are seeing me happy, and seem to be more light-hearted themselves.

Wish me luck!

~Brandi

[Kitricia]

Feb. 12, 2010 at 3:49 PM

*hugs*hugs*hugs*

I'm struggling with that one myself.

[tikigoddess]

Feb. 14, 2010 at 12:36 AM

B, you are one of the strongest people I know.  You will come out of this even stronger and wiser and a better mom and a better person for it! 

Lots of love!!!!!