Well we got bad news the last night I miscarried again, for the third time. I was 7 weeks, I now have three little ones up in heaven. I don't know what to do. My emotions are going all over the place. I'm upset, I'm frustrated, I'm irritated, among other things. My husband has been very supportive, but I feel numb...I just don't get it. Three miscarriages in a since March of 2009...all prior to the 2nd trimester. This time I seen the heart beat 121 beats per minute. Just this Monday, when I seen the heart beat, I seen a healthy fetus...I don't get it. I don't think I ever will.