OK Ladies. Please let me know if I'm being silly. Do any of you have a best friend but at the same time don't know why they're your best friend? I have this friend. She and I grew very close about 8 years ago. Yes. I would say at that time we were best friends! But as the years have gone I'm beginning to wonder if we really still are. We are complete opposites. She is a SAHM and I am a full time working mom. While I know that I could never be a SAHM I always feel like she judges me for working by comments she makes. I'm not a motherly person. Don't get me wrong I love my lil man but I don't feel myself as motherly. I'm not setimental over keeping candles on a bday cake or taking pictures at ever single event outside of our home. We parent so differently. She's very protective..I'm not. She just makes me feel like a horrible mother everytime I around her. Maybe I'm the one that's making myself feel that way.
I love my career! I'm proud of myself for getting my Bachelor's and can't wait to go back and get my Masters. She has not done either of these. She didn't go to school so that she could raise her kids and be a wife. We just seem to be two different people. I'm to the point now that the thought of being around her puts me in a bad mood. I don't want to say I'm jealous of her. I know I couldn't stay home. But I can't pinpoint what it is that makes me so mad around her. We don't hang out much anymore. She continuly says she misses her best friend (me) but I just can't deal with her. She is a very good sweet person. But I just can't figure out what it is that makes me feel the way I do around her or talking to her.
Please tell me if I'm crazy..bc I feel that way sometimes with that!
Thanks for listening!