I can't believe the changes that have happened in 2009. I never would have expected any of it. My son turned one. I finally moved into my own place with my husband. This happened in january. By june I was questioning my relationship with my husband. He had decided that drugs were more important that his family. I stuck it out to see if things would change. By august we had moved out of our apartment and into a house. By november my dog that I loved like he was my child got hit by a car and killed. By december I finally told my husband I couldn't put up with any of it anymore. Near the end of december I moved out. I moved back in a few days before christmas though. Within a couple days I was gone again. I stayed out for a couple days trying to figure out what to do. By january first the guy I met who saved me the night I left for good asked me to date him. Now this is a risky move to say yes of course. I mean I'm married and was living with my husband just a week or so before that. But I said yes. I've known him for at least 6 years and we would see eachother around here and there. The next day he said go get your son and all his stuff. We moved in together right away and he treated my son like his own from the first moment. Also in january my son turned 2! I can't believe he's two already. I can't believe I'm getting a divorce. When you get married you honestly think your going to spend the rest of your life with that person and the next thing you know everything changes. By february my boyfriend got a bigger house for us. By the end of february I bought a bunch of new furniture for our house and a car. I finally got my permit and I've actually driven in town on the busy streets for the first time. I can hardly believe it. Things are going to change more. My boyfriend works out of town. He's going to be back to workk soon so I won't be seeing him all week. I've never ever been completely on my own for that long before. I'm excited to see where this takes me. I'm scared for new things because like last time I don't want them to fall apart but all I can do is go ahead and hope for the best and prepare for the worst.