Hanging on... Almost.

[HistoryMamaX3]

Motherhood.

So far it has been my most favorite life experience. Also the hardest, but so very worth it. It has so many perks... endless smiles, a long list of firsts, sweet moments of love and the sheer awe that is watching my children grow. No matter what the future may hold, right now- I am a very happy person and lucky to be called, Mom.

But, there are days... days like today where I feel like running away, quite possibly kicking and screaming along the way. Days where I think the night will never come and my husband may never find his way home from work. Days that draaaaaaaaag on and on and on and on...

and on.

I'm sick, my face feels like it might explode. Medicine, both natural or chemical seem to laugh at me. My boys are sick too, and their germs are just as stubborn as mine. I went to volunteer at my daughter's school but the neighbor that watches my boys forgot, so I was late. I was late picking them up because my car wouldn't start. Dinner was messed up- but I didn't eat anyway because I had a meeting. Traffic was terrible and dinner dishes were still on the table/counter when I made it back.

*sigh*

I should just go to bed now, but there is a pile o' laundry that needs to be attended too first.

So here I sit, wishing this day would come to a close and I can wake up tomorrow. My fingers are crossed that these germs will have taken the back seat and my body will be on the road to recovery. Same goes for my little guys, because a house cannot function with sick a sick mom AND kids. :-)

Most of all, I hope that tomorrow brings me one of those carefree and happy days that builds up my love and happiness reserves, so that I can survive the next impending today.

[Rebeccalynn_dj]

Mar. 10, 2010 at 8:40 PM

Awww Feel better!

[yogapantz]

Mar. 10, 2010 at 8:45 PM

I will fold your laundry so you can go to bed. :)

[used2chaos]

Mar. 10, 2010 at 9:21 PM

I hug you nao...and tuck you into bed...feel better and have sweet dreams!

[HistoryMamaX3]

Mar. 10, 2010 at 10:01 PM

Really Jill?

I love you. :-)

(Original Poster)

[Lb128f]

Mar. 11, 2010 at 12:36 AM

I'm sorry....I hope tomorrow is a much better day!

[mainemusicmaker]

Mar. 11, 2010 at 5:45 AM

I didn't know you were feelin' sick, Carmin!  Feel better!  I'd tuck you in but that hooker Jill beat me to it. ;)

 

[motheroftwo1203]

Mar. 11, 2010 at 11:50 AM

Don't those germs know...........mom's don't have time to be sick?!?!?! Dirty little rascals!!!  Even on good days sometimes I feel that my only goal after getting up in the mornings, is making it to bedtime without completely losing it.  Hope you feel better soon.

[evwsquared]

Mar. 11, 2010 at 5:05 PM

Go away, little germs! Go away!!!!

[JoyeAustin]

Mar. 11, 2010 at 6:11 PM

Forget the dishes, never mind the laundry. Go to bed, my sweet sassafras!

[briarraindancer]

Mar. 12, 2010 at 12:07 AM

And you're still not feeling any better, are you? Medicate thyself, I sez. Lots of love!