Tears Today

[LAVISHMOM777]

 Out of nowhere today, I am just tearing up with missing him again, on my bad days I can not write, but today is not tears for hurt, they are for sorrow.  I am just about summer is just around the corner and the brightness of the sunshine always reminds me of his smile, and how I have no way of saying "hello baby again"  and I want to know when will this end, I have tried and now when I think of him I ask God to send me another one like him, and maybe that will help me.  Wow, I can still hear him talking to me sometime and how we love our movies after church on a Sunday evening.  I want to return to Seattle, but find it very hard to go to a place where we were and happy for a little while, I do not have the strenght to do this, my heart actually aches a bit and my stomach just feels like it is sunk in and I cry, like now why am I crying? i  thought that i was getting over this, I miss him soooooooooooooooooooo.oh much, and I do not like how these tears have just taken over my day. Help please

[mcqueenmom]

Mar. 16, 2010 at 8:05 PM

[Lb128f]

Mar. 16, 2010 at 8:19 PM

I'm sorry. Sometimes "time" is all it takes...it's not easy working through the time (waiting)...but, things do get better...some days are easier than others. I'll be saying a prayer you find some peace.