Why bother?

[mommychelle925]

What is the point in hoping and planning for things?  I mean honestly?  Something always happens that throws a wrench in any hopes or plans I seem to have.  My DH lost his job this morning (yet again).  We were supposed to get a 3D ultrasound for this baby that's not gonna happen.  I was supposed to get a doula for this baby's birth in hopes that she'd be able to help me get the birth I really wanted and hopefully avoid PPD as bad as I got it last time.  Obviously that isn't gonna happen either.  And probably the thing that bothers me the most is that I just submitted my FAFSA and got approved for financial aid to go back to college in the fall and now likely that won't be happening either.  Right now it feels like I'm going to be stuck in the hell of a job I've been in for the past 5 years for the rest of my life.

Can't things just go right for once?

[my2kids312]

Mar. 24, 2010 at 9:24 PM

I just want to encourage you to keep your head up. God always has a ram in the bush. I will pray for your family that things get better. Continue to maintain a positive outlook and just know things will eventually get better.