MY MOMS GONE....

[okc-mom-2]

WELL MY MOM PASSED AWAY MARCH 20 AND WE BURIED HER MARCH 25 IT IS THE HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER HAD TO DO. SHE WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME ANYTIME TO HELP ME WITH MY KIDS OR ANYTHING. NOW SHE IS GONE IF IT WASNT FOR MY KIDS I WOULD BE DEAD ALREADY I KNOW THAT MUCH. ITS JUST SO HARD TO FALL ASLEEP. THEN WHEN I LOOK AT MY DAD AND SEE THE PAIN IN HIS EYES IT JUST KILLS ME EVEN MORE. PEOPLE SAY IT WILL GET EASIER IN TIME BUT I DOUBT IT. I WAS THE BABY. I JUST WANT MY MOM BACK I KNOW SHE IS IN HEAVEN AND IN NO PAIN RUNNING AND PLAYING BUT DAMIT I WANT MY MOM BACK. I UNDERSTAND I'M BEING SELFISH BUT MY MOM MADE ME THAT WAY. MY MOM ALWAYS TOLD ME SHE WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME AND NOW SHE HAS. I KNOW SHE IS STILL IN MY HEART, AND I DONT DARE DO ANYTHING SHE WOULDNT LIKE CAUSE I KNOW SHE IS WATCHING ME. I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO HOLD HER KISS HER TELL HER THAT I LOVE HER. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK? MOM I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

[pinkdragon36]

Mar. 28, 2010 at 7:53 AM

(((HUGS))) I am sorry for your loss.

[MemawBrie]

Mar. 28, 2010 at 8:26 AM

Aww sweetie, I'm so sorry for the loss of your momma.  I'm very close to mine and I dread the day I have to say goodbye for the last time.  She's not in good health so every time she comes to visit I fear it may be the last time I ever see her.  Sending cyber {{{ HUGS }}} and condolences.  I know right now it doesn't seem it could possibly get easier...we never "get over" the loss of a loved one, but as time passes it does become easier to at least accept it.  Allow yourself time to grieve, and hang in there.  Cherish and celebrate all the wonderful memories you made with her.

[faithnlove99]

Mar. 28, 2010 at 9:58 AM

[okc-mom-2]

Mar. 28, 2010 at 12:50 PM

thank u all very much for your condolences

(Original Poster)