Catch up and all the entails..

[abitirish]

I haven't been here in forever.. and so many things are the same and more than that so many many things have changed..

Since 2007.. I have buried a friend .. breast cancer and the witch that is.. thought it was the saddest day of my life.. but no.. life would get tougher.. Ended 2009 with the death of my grandmaw, she was my favorite person in the world..

The economy kicked my arse and got my husband laid off.. been 7 months now.. he decided to start his own business.. 

My father had a heart attack and surgery..

Really the last couple years have been a real downer.. so I do believe I am due for a really good decade..

There were good times.. my daughter graduated with her bachelors.. my husband decided to start his own company.. done some really good vacations.. hooked back up with a good friend.. and stopped struggling so much with my husband and learned to accept..

And I got a really good lesson in life.. what not to take for granted.. learning to live within your means can really be a good thing.. although hard as heck and I dont recommend it.. that life changes no matter what.. and sometimes its hard as heck to get off your knees.. but while down there you might as well say a prayer.. no one can make you happy but if you decide you want to be.. no one can really stop you either.. and most important.. love with your heart wide open.. for you are not promised tomorrow. 

[CnMe31]

Apr. 1, 2010 at 11:42 PM

You are absolutely right.  I have had that realization just this past year.