To Antonio Isaac...my baby forever!!

[LaurenKaye29]

To my little boy,

Today is May 3rd, 2010. In exactly a month you will be 2 years old. It's so hard to believe that two years have passed since the day I first say you. It breaks my heart to know that you are growing up so fast. But in all honesty, the last two years were the best two years in my life. I look forward to many new years together and we'll have so many good memories. You amaze me everyday. The days where you took your first step, your first word, your first time calling me "mommy" were the most amazing memories.

A year and a half before I found out I was pregnant with you, my mother passed away. I watched her die of a very serious, painful death from a rare form of cancer. I never thought I'd be myself again. You have proved to me that I can love someone again and find myself. Looking at your beautiful brown eyes and long eyelashes, I'm blown away at how beautiful you are.

I know that you are going through your toddler years and wanting to be independent. You can be a handful but I treasure every moment of it. Being your mother has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. I hope you know that no matter what you do, I will love you always. Anything that we face, good or bad, we will go through it together. You will never be alone. If you need anything please tell me. I really hope that I can be as good of a mother to you as you are a child to me.

Antonio, I someday wonder what you will be and where you will be.There is nothing I wish more than to see you will be happy, successful, and you live a happy life. I look foward to the first day of preschool, highschool, prom, graduation, your wedding day, and to see your children. I hope that I will be a part of those events.

Please remember no matter what, I will always love you. You will always be my baby boy. There is nothing in this world that can replace the relationship that we have together.

I love you baby doll,

Love,

Mommy