I would be just as happy...

[MrsCareBear]

At this point in my life, I would be just as happy adopting all of our children and never giving birth in my life. Yeah it would be great to feel the first kicks and see a heart beat on an ultrasound machine of a baby that my husband and I made together...but that is only a blink in the entire rollercoaster of being a mother. Being a mother is so much more to me that just giving birth and sharing DNA. I think too many people forget that these days.

Once we adopt our children from OKDHS, we have every intention of doing an international adoption, and I am SO excited about it.

Sometimes I feel like I am letting other people in my life down because I don't want to go through fertility treatments. I know my parents would like to have a biological grandchild from me (even though they garuntee that they will love an adopted child just the same). I also feel like I am letting my husband down, but he assures me that he feels the same way I do. Having a biological link to our children is not really important to us.

I just can't wait to be a mom. :)