My girls are watching The Littles on Hulu...I am bored. I can think of several things I would like to do but can't because I am a mom. Why did I choose this life? Why didn't anybody tell me it was ok to not have children? Everyday I dread the time they wake up, I hardly ever enjoy spending time with them. I am awfully good at pretending. I LOVE my girls but I do not love being a mom. I am more like fun Aunt material. I am also regretting the decision not to give them up for adoption when I had the chance. They would of had a Mom or Dad that actually wanted to be a parent.