trouble at home

[diane_eps_mama]

So we had been fighting since after thanksgiving, when he meet his future step mom. anyways we got into a fight in april and he told me to get the f$@& out of his house. i tols him fine i l8r texted him and told him that the kids will need to stay there until i find a place to live that accepts pets as well. he turned it around on me and said well if you are willing to throw away thirteen years of marriage for no reason then fine whatever makes you happy. i reminded him that he was the one that threw me out and he said no i never said that.

so since then we have been trying to work things out but there is a real strain i our relationship. as much as i love him i can not stand him at times and everything about him has annoyed me from will you please help me cut my toe nails to honey do i have a clean shirt.

thing is i think i am being juvenile but hear me out, the friday that shrek came out we had made plans to go see the movie even though both of us had  to work. i came home form work early sick so the kids asked if i fekt better could we go saturday. i went to work saturday worked a ten hour shift. i asked him to meet me at steak and shake and he came up with excuses like i am out of gas, the ufc is on tonight, i worked six hours and am tired.

i just feel like he does not want to be around the family he is always making excuses to stay home and guess what i have dropped the kids off at a relatives house and have seen him do nothing but stay home he does not move. does he not want to be with the family or is it just me?