It's a hardknock life

[Angela19947]

I have made so many mistakes in my life. I have hurt people, not because I wanted to but because I did not think about how it would affect other people. Last year I tried to take my own life. I saw no other way. I was tired of being hurt. I wish I would have thought of the people I Love. The people that Love me.In the moment I only thought of my pain. How do I make up to my children the hurt I put them through? From the time they were teenagers and their Dad left I put my hurt feelings first. How do I stop the pain? How do I say I'm sorry, and that their feelings do count?

[jackiejackson]

Jul. 16, 2010 at 9:24 PM

Just be as honest as you can., Don't worry about what they are going to think or say. I bet with all you have been through they still love you. Sometimes as parents we are hurting and we have to begin a healing process for ourselves first. There are millions of people who wanted to ewnd it all because living was so painful' There is a God and he cares about you. I have been down that road before and i am glad that i did'nt take that way out. When you are hurting you are not thinking clearly Try asking God for guidance. There is a reason for you being here. Sometimes the choices we make cause us to suffer. After all we have a free will. Nobody can force us to do anything. I ask you to examine yourself. You have to live for you first. I really have a feeling that if you have a "REAL"heart to heart talk with them all will be forgiven, And you will be off to a brand new start, But ask God to help you first. I sincerley wish you all the very best.  Jackie Jackson

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