Another day in the life of a mom....

[mistym31]

It ahs been a long past week. We have been moving for a week now just right down the road. i have had my daughter's best friend since saturday night too. It is like get up in the morning and start the day. The cooking, cleaning, moving things and trying to situate them through all the fussing and fighting. All of the mom she hit me, mom he hit me, she/ he took my toys.... Blah blah blah.... I am really tired.. Off work yesterday and today but it has been raining all day uuugggghhhh.... My ex's friend came over all talking about them trying to find a name for the kid him and my sister in law are having together. I told them I really did not care to hear it. I have my kids and his sorry a** is not even trying to help with them . I think that men who do not help take care of the kids they help make should have their nuts cut out. I have to listen to the kids ask why he doesnt want them or love them. But he is all about her nasty disease infested ass. The girl has herpes, genital warts, and slept with a guy who is "supposedly" HIV positive. But to hear them say it I am the sorry ass.  The same girl has caused so many problems for my husband, her brother. And the only reason she started sleeping with my kid's dad was out of spite. Why is it that people want to cause other's so much pain. The way I see it is they can mess with me all they want but leave my kids out of it.. If you read this journal go back and read my last one too and what they said and did about my kids. It just really doesnt make alot of sense. My kids ask why their dad acts the way he does. When my sister in law has her baby it will make the baby my kids brother/ cousin at the same time. It is just so crazy... I wish they would just realize he has my kids too. But it is ok they have their stepdad who has been more of a dad then he ever thought about being. I know this sounds really bad. I am not jealous it just upsets me about how he treats the kids. Before they got together my kids would go spend weekends with their dad and now he never even calls them at all. It is just so sad.