One Year

[Bird-In-A-Tree]

Today, as of 2:05, will be one year since Cary left.  It has been on of the worst years of my life.  Today I am wondering around aimlessly because I don't know what to do.  The pain is so unbearable.  I have gone through a bunch of Cary's things from school that I saved, looked at all of the drama flyers that I saved when he was participating.  He had such a passion for drama.  It brought out the person inside when he was so introverted.  Cary was such a ray of sunshine.  He was the peacemaker in the family.  He would do whatever it took to get people to get along.  Even when his friens were squabbling amongst themselves.  He also had such a passion for life.  Always willing to try something new.  I miss him so much.  I wish I could have hugged him just one more time. 

[MummaLinds]

May. 4, 2007 at 11:32 AM I am so sorry for your loss. You, as well as your family, will be in my prayers. I'm know you miss your son a lot but just remember, he'll always be with you. He's watching down on you and your family from Heaven. Try not to think of the bad things in life, and how you wish you could've hugged him one last time, but instead think of all those times you did hug him and tell him you loved him.  I'm sorry for your loss hun.

[luvmystorm]

May. 4, 2007 at 2:38 PM

im so sorry for your loss.i too loss my daughter.there isnt a day that goes by that i dont miss her.yesterday was her birthday. i surrounded myself with friends and family to help me get through the day.i know the pain your going through and just remember you are not alone hun and if you need to talk about it  feel free to contact me.remember the love you shared and hold on to all the good times and know your son is always with you.god bless you.you will be in my thoughts and prayers.

dawn shiells

[momtojason]

May. 4, 2007 at 6:25 PM

I am so sorry you have had to endure this pain.  The one year mark for me is on May 19th.  I am not looking forward to that day.  The whole nightmare seems so unreal at times.  I miss Jason so much.  My thoughts and prayers are with you today. 

Pam

[Tiera]

May. 5, 2007 at 10:16 AM My thoughts and prayers are with you & your family. I believe that your precious Cary has had his arms around you through out this unbelievably difficult year.....So go ahead and hug him back. Sending you lots of love...Tiera