He's coming home soon........

[TYLERSMOM2000]

For the past 15 months I've stayed by his side, been supportive, been there through everything, I hope when he gets out next week that he will get his shit together for our family.  It has been the hardest period of my life going through this and having to deal with everything else in my life.  My son just turned 10 last week, and he deserves to have a Dad that will be there.  His absence in our life has been hell, Tyler already had so many issues to contend with, the Aspergers alone is alot to cope with, but Bob's being gone caused my son to have anxiety and depression on top of everything else. 

I'm very excited he's coming home, but at the same time I've got so many other emotions going through my head, I love him, I hate him for the situation he created, I've missed him, I hope all goes well when I bring him home for good next Thursday.  I've already told him in no uncertain terms that if he does anything to hurt our family especially Tyler, he will be on his own.  I will not put my son through any more hell than he's already been put through.  Tyler deserves a Dad that will be there for HIM 100% of the time, and that he also needs to start by making good choices instead of stupid ones!  I have to give Tyler credit though Bob asked him something last week and Tyler replied "Mom sets a good example for me, why can't you?" 

Life will be different, just hope it's better!

[Lb128f]

Aug. 11, 2010 at 3:34 AM

Good Luck!!