not my time

[mommything03]

right now i wish that things in my life could be different.  wish i could go back 5 months and dont do what i did. just so right now would not be my reality.  i hate the ups and downs, i hate the wha i didn't do, what i should have done is what is not what i did.  why did i not do what i know i should have, why did i do it last time but not this time, wish i could have the time back. i have my life, i have my little family, i have cut my losses, and i have left so much. but my life is not what it once was. things are good, but at the same times things are crap, happy but sad.   i just so wish things were different. i just want my angels back. evey one of the things that i have lost but not cut away!

[Abi_Momma]

Aug. 15, 2010 at 3:11 PM

Oh sweetie, I wish I lived closer so I could help you through this.

[blessedmama4]

Aug. 20, 2010 at 3:12 PM

I am here for you. I wish I lived closer too.

[mommything03]

Aug. 21, 2010 at 12:10 AM

me too both of you, i love you both and you both have helped a lot!! i love you and talk to you soon

(Original Poster)