Will I never learn?

[showmeborn]

About 3 months I did something I was needing to do. I went through my friend list and got rid of a certain group of people. Most of my friends in the real world.

They were playing some sort of high school game and I was spending more time trying to figure out the rules and keeping up with what was what that I wasn't paying attention to what was really important.

So, today, one of these people came to my door. She had been sexually assaulted in her home. My heart went out to her, I have been sexually assaulted and knew her pain. So I let her into my life. I helped her get a counsling appointment.  I sat and told her how it wasn't her fault. I comforted her fiancee and told him to be patient with her.

Then we began to talk, and soon old times came up and then old friends came up and then the game was on again.

Tonight I am upset, and kicking myself. I let the crap in my door. I am all upset and trying to defend myself and wondering what else was said and who said it.

So, tomorrow when she comes to see me I am going to smile and just preteind they aren't there.

[Christinajeanne]

Aug. 26, 2010 at 1:31 AM

I'm sorry about that.