it's been 1 month ago today that my dad pasted away. i don't know how or what i am suppose to feel anymore. i still feel so numb about it. i love him and miss him dearly. i keep having nightmares about losing the girls , no in death, but just losing them and not knowing where they are. i feel a little lost. wonder if i need to talk to a grief counceler? i have my family and friends and know they are there for me. i just wonder what is normal.