So I was doing ok for a few days again. But today I am having abad day. I know the people in my life are tired of having to deal with me. I feel as though I expect too much from them. My hubby stays as far as possible from me right now. He is upset because I can't have sex with hin right now. So he just leaves the room I am in. I really need him right now, But I am being pushed aside and he gets upset with me if I try and talk to him.
My mom and sister don't come over, I have talked to them on the phone and they kinda blow me off, They tell me oh you will be ok it is just a panic attack. It is hard because I am wishing one of them would just come over and be with me.
I am having problems dealing with the smallest things for my kids, Taking them to dr's appointments and such is hard. I have to "build" myself up for those trips. THeir glasses and my ds's meds are ready but I am having problems getting them. I can't ask my hubby for help because he just gets mad and says no did it yourself. I have been to the dr and my meds are alsoo ready but same problem as before.
I wish I could have someone in my life to talk to. I feel so alone these days.