This is a journal about how I feel about my life.  I look back on all the memories I have and for the most part they are all wonderful.  I look where I am now and know that I have many more wonderful memories to come.  Its funny how naive I was when I was younger and I am only 26 now.  LOL

I can remember my boyfriends and love interests.  I used to wish and pray that a boy would like me or that my boyfriends at the time would be mine forever.  How silly I was.  I guess though that is how most of us our during our middle and high school years.  Always wanting something different.  Getting disappointed when things dont go our way.  As we grow though we learn that things aren't always going to happen.  All of our wishes or prayers do not come true.

Even now I pray for things knowing that maybe it isnt meant to be.  Although I have to say that my prayers are much different now than in highschool.  So I believe our lives are filled with unanswered prayers.  I also happen to love the Garth Brooks song I thank God for Unanswered Prayers and feel that it fits my life well.

There are many things that I am very thankful for that didn't come true and others I still wish would but I know that someday I will see why.  I feel that I have for the most part had a wonderful life and am very thankful for all of the blessings that have been given to me.

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Nov. 7, 2010 at 6:59 PM

I know what u mean. Im 26 too and sometimes I look back on my life,former love interests,decisions,and wonder "what the heck was I thinkin?" lol. I observe the world around me and I feel very blessed too.

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Jan. 4, 2011 at 12:48 AM

This is my favorite song in the whole Garth category. I just hope one day that I can look back and not feel the pain/regret that I still do over certain things. One day, I hope to be ok with NOT being with my first love, and NOT being with my daughter's father... I hope one day to be ok with everything I have done. And naturally I want to show my daughter a good example to live by...

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