I think about you all the time. I'm sorry I wasn't wise enough to listen and know the right decision to make. I was scared...and now, I'm terrified that you'll never know me and that breaks me into peices. I have ALWAYS loved you-you were the first thing on my mind when I woke up and the last thing on my mind when I went to sleep. You still are. There's not a day that goes by that you don't cross my mind. I remember the first time I laid my eyes on you-I knew from that instant you knew who I was and instantly knew you were mine. Our lives are going to be polar opposites now...but yet, because you are mine, somehow the same. I did what I thought was best for you. I put my feelings aside and tried my hardest to imagine things with you. But, because I did that, I was made to feel shameful. I NEVER want you to know what shameful feels like. I should've listened to what my heart was saying and not my head...you were born to me and with me is where you should be. Even though I'm not with you, did you know I love you? I love you sweet girl-you're my everything. Don't you ever forget that.

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