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Letters to God

Dear God

It has been a while since I have talked to you seriously. I have asked for things in the moment of need, but have failed to listen to you. I have continued to do my thing my own way and now I am paying the price for that. I have removed myself from your presence and I desperatly want to come back home, to your loving arms. I need you God and I know that I can do nothing on my own without you leading and guiding me. I have fallen back down into my pit of depression and I am reaching out to you. Tonight you heard my cries and placed some dear friends in my path. I am so thankful for that Lord. You know better than anyone what I need and you supply my every need. I want to have the relationship I had with you long ago, where you were the first place I turned to and not the last. I feel so overwhelmed with life and I feel terrible guilt for not relying on you. I know that guilt is not from you but a way that satan keeps me from you. Starting tonight I will not let guilt stand in the way of our relationship. I need you and want you at the head of my life. I am here Lord and I ask that you comfort me and speak to me so I know where to go from here.

In Jesus name I pray

AMEN

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