People say that with time my broken heart will heal and the pain will ease with time.I say they don't know what they are talking about! My angel baby Nevan was born Dec. 2006 and Passed away Dec. 24th 2006 and my heart breaks each day when I wake up and Nevan isn't there to greet me with those beautiful blue eyes. My son would be turning 4 this year and the pain I feel hasn't got any better or easy to deal with. Every year I remember my son and celebrate the 22 wonderful days we had with our beautiful baby boy. I don't wanna hear thingswill get better and time heals all because I know different. What really hurts is that friends and family have forgotten my son and that kills me. How can you forget a child who was born and lived for 22 days. Don't get me wrong I'm happy with my life I have a beautiful baby Girl whom was born this year and a wonderful husband I just miss my son so much. I just want people to understand that the pain I feel wont just go away or get better with time and you trying to convince me other wise just makes me feel worst because that's not how I feel. For those who understand thank you for being there.

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Lb128f
Nov. 15, 2010 at 8:06 PM

I'm sorry. Keeping you in prayer.

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Chica...
Nov. 15, 2010 at 8:10 PM

I can't even imagine the pain because it is painful enough just to picture how I might feel.  Sorry about your pain. :(

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Suzie...
Nov. 16, 2010 at 10:17 AM

I was not even blessed with a full day with my boy and the pain is so overwhelming, I totally get what your feeling and I have no doubt loosing a child for me will be a life long ache in my heart because that's just the kind of mom I am, the love never dies even when the child has left our arms it just grows. Hugs

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SThom...
Nov. 16, 2010 at 6:00 PM

im so sorry. if you wanna talk about your son, you can talk to me about him  :)

i wont forget him <3

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