My life has completely changed I cried at 1st when he 1st told me he wanted me out of his house. but then i was just pissed.  i really can't go into all the detail just know that i called the police on my own husband, the man i loved and married.He has cheated on me and lied to me. But, what he did is inexcusable! So I did I packed up my children and myself and get them to a a safe place.

My children and I have been placed an a shelter for about 1 week now.

But, the harassment from his family hasn't let up once. in this whole ordeal.

They blame me tell me that I have "problem", that I'm a lair, that I'm a "really piece of work", and the list goes on.

But, hey I did what it took to protect my children. If that make me a bad mother then so be it. MY children are safe! They are no longer being abused by a man who claimed to love them.


I was 1st heart broken then I found the proof of what he was doing to the kids and it pissed me off.

Since I've been away from him I have accomplished so much more than I EVER did with him by my side.

People who know me have noticed the change in my attitude, the way I hold myself up with determination, the strength I have shown, the fire in my eyes when it comes to looking for a job, getting a car, a place of my own, and a license.

All the threats and emails mean jack to me. Because there is an open CPS case against him and no judge would place a child in his care with the photographic evidene I have!

Myself nor the children deserve to be abused and thats what were. We were abused, we were used.

We don't need it nor do we want it.

I don't like the way that you talk to me
When you tell me how it's going be
And I don't like the way that you smile at me
When you tell me what is wrong with me
Sometimes I wish you would go away
Go away and never ever come back
I don't like the meaning that makes the things you do
It makes me want to hate on you

Yeah it's got me sad
I'm kind of stressed
You got me feeling anxious
I'm always depressed
And I don't want to play this game of tug of war
I don't want to be with a hater like you anymore

I don't want to be with a hater like you anymore
No I don't want to be with a hater
You are such a hater

I don't like the way that you never took the blame
For absolutely anything
And I don't like the way that you put me through hell
For all those things you do yourself
Sometimes I wish I could disappear
All the way into a happy new life
I don't like the way that you're always telling lies
You talk about me all the time

I hear you talk
You a such a bore
I see the way you look
I think you look like a whore
I know you know I know the way your working for
I don't won't to be with hater like you anymore

I don't want to be with a hater like you anymore
I don't want to be with a hater like you
Hater. Hater
I don't want to be with a hater like you
Hater. Hater
I don't want to be with a hater like you anymore
Anymore...

I don't want to play this game
No I don't want to play these games

Your a hypocrite
Yeah you lie to me
You use words you don't understand
You embarrass me
Yeah your beautiful in a ugly way
Hey the sex was never that good anyway

Its got me down
I am super stressed
I'm taking medication
I'm always depressed
I don't want to fight you in this tug of war
I don't want to be with a hater like you anymore

I don't want to be with a hater like you anymore
I don't want to be with a hater like you
I don't want to be with a hater like you
I don't want to be with a hater like you
Hater



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No Love lyrics
[Verse 1 - Lil Wayne]
Throw dirt on me and grow a wildflower
But it’s “f-ck the world”, get a child out her
Yeah, my life a b-tch, but you know nothing bout her
Been to hell and back, I can show you vouchers
I’m rolling Sweets, I’m smoking sour
Married to the game but she broke her vows
That’s why my bars are full of broken bottles
And my night stands are full of open Bibles
I think about more than I forget
But I don’t go around fire expecting not to sweat
And these n-ggas know I lay them down, make their bed
Bitches try to kick me while I’m down, I’ll break your leg
Money outweighing problems on the triple beam
I’m sticking to the script, you n-ggas skipping scenes
Be good or be good at it
Fucking right I’ve got my gun, semi-Cartermatic
Yeah, put a dick in their mouth, so I guess it’s “f-ck what they say”
I’m high as a bitch: up, up and away
Man, I come down in a couple of days
OK, you want me up in the cage, then I’ll come out in beast mode
I got this world stuck in the safe, combination is the G-code
It’s Weezy motherf-cker, blood gang and I’m in bleed mode
All about my dough but I don’t even check the peephole
So you can keep knocking but won’t knock me down
No love lost, no love found
[Hook - Eminem & Lil Wayne]
It’s a little too late to say that you’re sorry now
You kicked me when I was down
F-ck what you say, just (don’t hurt me, don’t hurt me no more)
That’s right bitch: and I don’t need you, don’t want to see you
Bitch you get (no love)
You show me nothing but hate
You ran me into the ground
But what comes around goes around
I don’t need you (don’t hurt me)
You (don’t hurt me no more)
That’s right, and I don’t need you, don’t want to see you
You get (no love)
Bitch you get (no love)
And I don’t need you
Get em
[Verse 2 - Eminem]
I’m alive again
More alive than I have been in my whole entire life
I can see these people’s ears perk up as I begin
To spaz with the pen, I’m a little bit sicker than most
Sh-t’s finna get thick again
They say the competition is stiff
But I get a hard dick from this sh-t, now stick it in
I ain’t never giving in again
caution to the wind, complete freedom
Look at these rappers, how I treat them
So why the f-ck would I join them when I beat them
They call me a freak because
I like to spit on these p-ssies fore I eat them
Man, get these whack cocksuckers off stage
Where the f-ck is Kanye when you need him?
Snatch the mic from ‘em, bitch I’mma let you finish in a minute
Yeah the rap is tight
But I’m tryna spit the greatest verse of all time
So you might want to go back to the lab tonight and um
Scribble out them rhymes you were going to spit
And start over from scratch and write new ones
But I’m afraid that it ain’t gonna make no difference
When I rip this stage and tear it in half tonight
It’s an adrenaline rush to feel the bass thump
In the place all the way to the parking lot, fellow
Set fire to the mic and ignite the crowd
You can see the sparks from hot metal
Cold-hearted from the day I Bogarted the game
I so started to rock fellow
When I’m not even in my harshest
You can still get roasted because Marsh is not mellow
Til I’m toppling from the top I’m not going to stop
lyrics courtesy of www.killerhiphop.com
I’m standing on my Monopoly board
That means I’m on top of my game and it don’t stop
Til my hip don’t hop anymore
When you so good that you can’t say it
’cause it ain’t even cool for you to sound cocky anymore
People just get sick cause you spit
These fools can’t drool or dribble a drop anymore
And you can never break my stride
You never slow the momentum at any moment I’m about to blow
You’ll never take my pride
Killing the flow, slow venom and the opponent
Is getting no mercy, mark my words
Ain’t letting up, relentless
I smell blood, I don’t give a f-ck: keep giving them hell
Where was you when I fell and needed help up?
You get no love

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kkbird
Nov. 16, 2010 at 8:07 PM

WAY TO GO MOMMA, TAKES COURAGE AND STRENGTH TO OVER COME THE DEVILISH HATEFUL DEMEANING men.  Proud of you for putting your foot down and taking care of YOURSELF and the Kids......giving mom gift

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