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HE MAKES ME WANT TO BE A BETTER PERSON.

THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HIM IS DEEPER THAN I EVER COULD'VE IMAGINED.

HE IS SO SWEET, SO ADORABLE, LOVING,HANDSOME LITTLE BOY. MY LITTLE BOY. WHY? WHY MY LITTLE BOY?

THE WAY HE LOOKS AT ME, THE WAY HE MAKES ME FEEL.

I CAN MAKE A HUGE DIFFERENCE IN NOT ONLY HIS LIFE BUT A DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD AND TO OTHERS WHO WILLL TRAVEL DOWN THE SAME PATH THAT HE AND I HAVE TRAVELED.

I DONT HAVE A CHOICE. HE NEEDS ME. HE DEPENDS ON ME. HE CAN DO ANYTHING HE WANTS AS LONG AS I OPEN THE DOORS FOR HIM. ME! ONLY ME.

I AM A STRONG PERSON. I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH STRONGER. CAN I DO IT? WILL I FAIL HIM? I DONT WANT TO FAIL HIM, I CANNOT FAIL HIM HE IS TOO SPECIAL FOR FAILURE. ITS ALL UP TO ME YET I DONT MATTER AT THE MOMENT. MY FEELINGS, MY THOUGHTS NONE OF IT MATTERS BECAUSE REGARDLESS OF WHAT IM FEELING OR THINKING ITS NOT ABOUT ME. CRISTIAN IS MY MAIN CONCERN WHETHER OR NOT SOME TERMS OR QUESTIONS I MAY BE SENSITIVE TO OR MAY BE UPSETTING OR UNSETTLING TO ME, NONE OF THAT MATTERS. GIVE IT TO ME STRAIGHT, POINT BLANK, FLAT OUT , BLUNT! SPARE MY FEELINGS FOR THE TIME BEING. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO? TELL ME WHAT TO DO AND ILL DO IT. ANYTHING! TELL ME. HELP ME! HELP MY BABY! HE WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY. THE MOST GENUINE AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE I HAVE EVER AND WILL EVER FEEL IS FOR HIM.

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