Last night I went to a major party at a girls house there were a lot of people and I started drinking cause I was depressed and thought maybe that would calm me down so like I was all crazy and stuff then a random guy I didnt know asked me, if I wanted to go into the bedroom with him. And I said yeah then we did stuff and next thing I know I told him id be right back and I went to the bathroom and threw up, then I realized how stupid I was I realized I was drunk and just did it with someone I didnt know I was soo mad at myself, I checked my cellphone and saw that it was 11pm I was soo worried I was scared that the babysitter left she sent me a bunch of text wondering where I was. I knew that if I tried to leave the room the guy would make sure I didnt leave and possibly hurt me? So I opened the bathroom window and hopped out then I ran to my house it was soo dark so I could barely see and I was still a little drunk so I wasnt thinking well but luckly I arrived at the house I made sure the kids were ok and I was right the babysitter did leave , she left at 10pm I am so disapointed in myself and I trust in my self that ill never do it again!

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MamaS...
Nov. 19, 2010 at 1:30 AM

wow... what a night!

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Lb128f
Nov. 19, 2010 at 9:03 AM

I'm glad you've realized you made a mistake. We all do.

Are you saying that the babysitter LEFT your children ALONE?

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evwsq...
Nov. 19, 2010 at 11:24 AM

Did you use protection?

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bugsa...
Nov. 19, 2010 at 11:22 PM

Next time stay away from the alcohol.

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