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my get away

 I have to remember for better or worse right? It's worse now!! The drinking the anger the insults...  I just wanna be someone elses wife. Someone that has something in common with me. Who is this stranger and why did i ever think he was  someone i could grow to love? I am a christian and i know the enemy want to destroy my marriage he is already destroying my husband lil by lil' drink by drink. Prayer is my only weapon. Im becoming the conversation that i often pity and aviod. Tomorrow will come and he will try to do better. God thankyou  for sobriety and peace of mind...as he passes out  and i go on being maw maw. The grandkids  don't have a clue how precious they are 6 yrs old and free!!!  Hope everyone has a blessed night because this too shall pass

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sunny...
Nov. 20, 2010 at 10:05 PM

I can relate, my father is a severe alcoholic. You are not alone.

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Lb128f
Nov. 22, 2010 at 1:49 AM

I'm sorry. Al-anon is a great organization for you to attend. I hope you will if you plan on staying and continuing to be exposed to this behavior. http://www.al-anon.alateen.org/

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