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       IM GOING ON A LIL OVER 2 MONTHS BEING OUT OF WORK DUE TO ILLNESS AND SURGERY IM DOING MUCH BETTER AND AM AT A 0 PAIN SCALE LATELY :) WHICH MAKES ME VERY HAPPY. BUT I SWEAR EVER SENCE EVERYTHING I WENT THROUGH SURGERY AND ALL SOMETHING JUST ISNT THE SAME, IM NOT THE SAME I CANNT SLEEP!!!!!!!! I MEAN YEAH I SLEEP BUT ONLY A FEW HRS IM AWAKE MORE THEN IM ASLEEP... IDK WHATS GOING ON??????? EVERY NIGHT  I TRY TO GET TO SLEEP EARLY BUT I JUST CANNT FALL TO SLEEP SO I FIND MESELF UP AND OUTA BED WATCHING TV OR SURFING THE INTERNET, AND FINALLY FALLING TO SLEEP AT ABOUT 330 AM 0R LATER AND THEN IM UP AGIAN BY 930AM ~ 1100AM THE LATEST DEPENDING ON WHAT TIME MY SON WAKES!!!! OMG ITS CRAZY AND I GO ALL DAY WITH OUT A NAP CAUSE EVEN IF SON NAPS IVE TRIED GETTING A SNOZZE IN AND I CANNT GET TO SLEEP AND SO IT DOES STARTS ALL OVER AGIAN MY ROUTINE BEING UP ALL DAY ALL NIGHT AND ON AND ON !!!!!WHAT COULD IT BE???/ AT 1ST I THOUGHT FOR SURE MAYBE IT WAS CAUSE I WAS TAKING PAIN PILLS RELIGIOUSLY AFTER EVERYTHING. SO I TRIED FOR A WHOLE WEEK TAKING  PAIN PILLS AGIAN AT BED TIME TO SEE IF I COULD GET TO SLEEP AND NOT EVEN LIKE THAT!!! IDK WHAT TO DO AND THE THING IS I FEEL TIRED AND SLEEPY BUT I JUST CANNT FALL TO SLEEP!!!! HELP WTF IS WRONG WITH ME WHAT CAN I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY HUBS SAYS ITS ALL IN MY HEAD, BUT IT SO ISNT HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND THAT THERE ISNT ANYWAY I COULD BE DEPRIVING MY SELF OF THE ACURATE SLEEP I KNOW I NEED  AND WHATS WORST IS IM FIXING TO HEAD BK TO WORK OH LORD!!!!?????!!!!!.......HeLp

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