Well, As they say all good things must come to an end.....  almost six years amd the time has come for us to split,.... Not sure how to handle it...I still love him, but sometimes love isn't enough... All I have to say is fuck god... I'm tired of that mother fucker spiting in my face... Why can't life go as I planned????? I didn't ask for a lot.... JUst a husband that loves me, which I got on my own, and a baby or two... is that to much to ask for???? So many people are given that gift everyday.... I don't think I asked for to much, but now here I sit alone with no baby and no husband.... welll FUCK GOD... HIS plan sucks....time for me to move along alone..... god sucks....

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Nov. 30, 2010 at 4:48 AM

Hi reading from your post I can sense how angry you are. I am so sorry at the current situation you are in. I may not know exactly how you feel but all I can say is I know how it feels like after years of marriage and not able to have a child of your own. I myself have been married for 5 years but never once have I been pregnant. There will be times where I keep asking myself when is it my turn and how long more must I wait. But the truth is I never know the answer. It does hurt a lot especially when people close to you or around you seem to be getting what you always wanted a baby.


Candise737, I hope you take everything with an open heart and an open mind. In life, not everything will go according to plan. If it does then I will be the happiest person alive which means I will get whatever I want easily and effortlessly same like you I planned to have a baby or two when I get married. I planned to have a rich husband so that I don't have to work. I want everything to be provided for me without me lifting a finger. But the truth is I am still struggling to get a child for 5 years, my husband is a blue collar worker and I have to work to help him pay the monthly bills. Life has not been a bed of roses for me either but who do I blame, I am responsible for my own life, and if I should blame someone it should be me, myself.


Candise737, when you really love someone you will disregard each other shortfall and all you ever want is grow old with that person. My husband is the one who told me that. He said that he don't mind if we are fated not to have any child of our own. All he ever wanted is be with me through thick and thin and till death do us part. His words give me the strength to continue and never give up. It proves that pure love is enough to give you the strength to carry on with life.


Candise737, I hope you will find a wonderful man who will shower you with pure love. And most of all I hope that you will have lots of children with this man.

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Nov. 30, 2010 at 5:40 AM

Yeah... this is why I've never made plans. You make plans, they fuck up... it never fails!

I think there's someone out there for you... there's one for all of us. And I bet then you'll have your babies.

Still, I'm sorry for your pain... ending relationships cause alot of heartache and I know it well. Send me a message if you need someone to listen, I've been there.

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