A phone call, a text message. The little things that make me smile, are the same things that break my heart.  Because those will be the only things that I know for certain I will get.  Isn't that sad?  How is it that what can make me so happy can at the same time make me feel so sad?  Double edged sword, I guess.  The voice at the other end of the phone can make me so happy, can make me feel special and loved and wanted.  The text messages are cute and entertaining at times.  So why do they also make me so unhappy?  Wanting what you can't have??  Yeah that seems to be it.  But one can argue that I do have what I want....but really do I??  Am I just having a pity party?  Aww, poor me...I hate that.  I hate feeling this way.  I hate how the little things make me feel sometimes.  So what to do?  Bitch and complain?  OK I'm already doing that.  What next?  Is there anything else?? Too many questions, not enough effin answers. 

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comfy...
Dec. 3, 2010 at 12:23 AM

I think sometimes we expect more from others then just a text or a call.  In this technology saturated world, a face to face meeting or handwritten card can mean so much.  Texting is so lacking and is not a form of genuine communication.  That is probably why it makes you so sad. on phonesarcasm

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