the life I choose

[Catanna]

This is a vent before for I start to cry. I love my life and I love what I have chosen but sometimes I get upset. You see my daughter is special needs and it is me and her all the time or most of the time. I work with her or play with or what ever needs be done with her. I even got to when she is sleeping I try to take a nap too so that I can keep up with her. Daddy is a wonderful man but we haven't been able to spend time together just me and him. Plus his free time is playing video games. I don't mind this because he only really plays when Athena is asleep but that is when I might be sleeping too. Instead of holding me or resting with me it is game time and then later I'm up with our daughter and he goes to bed. So right now I'm up with Athena and we are watching Yo Gab a gaba and Daddy is snoring away . In a few I'm going to watch signing time and then a sippy and bed for my 2 year old but then it is mommy by herself. i love the life I have chosen it is just sometimes hard and draining. Thank you for letting me vent

[azproudgrammy]

Dec. 4, 2010 at 11:19 PM

Bless you heart sweetheart...Its the little things that sometimes mean the most...I am 53 and have been with hubby 16 years...Sometime I just wish he would hold me too, but I am so thankful god has given him to me and he is so good to me that I have learned not to sweat the small things...Happy holidays :)

[MommaTurbo]

Dec. 4, 2010 at 11:32 PM

I think we all have those moments as mothers in general. Raising kids isn' t an easy thing to do, but we love it anyways! Doesn't mean we have to love EVERY minute of it though! ;)