Why Me?

[MKSmom09]

So I finally get a job after 5 months of being unemployed, now keep in mind, its only part time but its a job right? Ever since I started last week, I have been catching Hell about the work schedule! I have been told that by going to school, I am throwing my kids away. Here's the deal, I am doing online school and because my dad hates people being on the computer, I have gotten behind so its taking longer than normal!

It breaks my heart because of my job and school, I am being painted as a bad mother. I am not allowed to have any emotions whatsoever. I am at a loss as to what I should do or how I should act. I have given up school in the past because my parents told me to, but I refuse to do that this time! I mean what kind of example is this setting for my kids if things get a little hard, quit?! I just am so tired of fighting with them over pursuing my dreams! I mean what parent wants their child to be a failure and uneducated? I just needed to vent and because my family accuses me of being mentally ill whenever I finally have enough and yell at them, I have no other avenue than to type a journal of my feelings

[gou18]

Dec. 9, 2010 at 2:25 AM

[dwinkie72]

Dec. 9, 2010 at 12:08 PM

my suggestion is go to the library and use the computers there to do your school work.  being a single mom is extremely difficult. add working pt/ft AND going school....that's a lot of stress.  sorry your parents aren't being supportive.  they should be behind you 100%.  hang in there and stick with it.

[sabba777]

Dec. 10, 2010 at 3:39 AM

WELLTHISIS WHAT I THINK.....IF YOU ARE LIVING WITH THEM IT IS TIME TO  MOVE OUT . YOUR  PARENTS HAVE INSECURITIES BECAUSE THEIR LITTLE GIRL HAS GROWN UP. FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS AND GOALS IN LIFE......NEVER GIVE UP AND IF YOU ARE A CHRISTIAN ,, PRAY TO THE LORD FOR PATIENCE.  BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE PERSECUTED. YOUR PARENTS WILL FINALLY REALIZE THAT IT IS TIME TO LET GO ANDD TO LET YOU MAKE YOUR OWN DECISIONS.